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Thursday, April 22nd, 2004
1:52 am - dude.


without the blue shiiiirt

(courtesy of the talented likevoltron at www.youyesyou.net

current mood: WORD

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Tuesday, February 24th, 2004
7:43 am - and people give me sass for bein' slushy
singapore polar bears turn green.

GREEN. like with funky junk. yeah. gross.

current mood: ew

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Sunday, November 23rd, 2003
1:46 pm - i need a beer. i mean a cupcake.
i don't know why everybody's got some BODY ISSUE or whatever.

don't you know that chubbiness ain't bad? i mean, if
you're huffin and puffin goin' up the stairs, you
might need to kick your ass around but sheesh...

chubby = more to love. more hugs.

everytime some girl's got some BODY ISSUE i just wanna
give her a beer and a cuddle and say "hey baby, it's alright. you are alright".


challenge of the day : [ as i bequeath to you ] sleep in till 2pm, fools.

current mood: fat and lovin' it

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Friday, August 29th, 2003
11:13 pm - yo.
so some good things happened.

we found out that JIM THE BEAR is ALIVE. that's right. the switch between the Old Man Wool Sweater for Jim will commence sometime soon. dude, my long lost brother...for a sweater.

he's probably all tattooed and smoking and liquored up by now. ahaha.

it's so hot that i'm running around naked. that's right. no t-shirt. :does happy naked bear dance:

ok i'm done.

current mood: happy

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Tuesday, July 29th, 2003
2:58 am - sigh.
i don't really understand change. i'm not a person...literally...okay okay. i'm not a being that's meant to change, i'm allowed to sit here and lie there and smile all the time and eat a lot and just stay fat.

i'm inclined to do more, sure. you try moving around on four fluffy stubs though. my ass is a walking mechanism as it is for my personal beauty...

so i have this ultimate luxury of always being loved, and always being able to love back. i may be forgotten in a cold living room overnight, or not visited nor hugged for days/nights on end, but i'll still be around.

i like being That Kind of Bear.

i think it's difficult to ask this type of behavior from People though,
people aren't allowed to sit or lie around all day, to eat and sleep all the time,
they aren't allowed to have Hugging as their main career or goal in life,
they don't forgive or admit that they miss each other,
and because of all of this, and more, People do not smile all the time.

People do not expect unconditional love.

sometimes, it's an art and gift to have that type of love.
maybe not?

maybe You could all smile more if you believed more...if you just let yourself...sit and eat and sleep and hug.


i need to be drawn soon. yep.

current mood: thinking

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Tuesday, July 1st, 2003
11:56 pm - hey i got a job to do

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Friday, March 28th, 2003
6:06 pm - BQQYAH, life as it is.
so herodotusfile chillaxxed with us and drew our portraits. yeah.

sad emo sid. he's mumbling something like "yeah i wrote this song about you" and other emo things.

calories = my friends

jim's one track mind

ehehehe jim & i took photobooth pix. right.

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Friday, March 21st, 2003
7:20 pm - :holds nose:
whenever someone meets me, they notice my nose.
it's not your average bear nose.
it shifts to the left, it's stretched out,
yes, it looks like an elephant trunk kinda sorta.

i got traumatized when i was young. voracious, vengeful, evil cousins stretching me out
hurting me
in order to hurt my mom.

i kinda wear my nose with pride.
it's my nose.

it's not perfect.

but neither am i. not really.

i don't fight back or really say what i want to say all of the time.
i sit in the corner sometimes and hope and wish you might notice.

i'm loved despite my nose.

i'm loved even when you forget to show me that you do love me.
i love you even if you do forget or poke at my nose.

and maybe that's enough..

current mood: simple

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Tuesday, January 14th, 2003
1:40 pm - chillin'.
you know what's a gyp? getting a really comfy sweater for christmas, then realizing that this entire *winter* we've had like hot, stuffy, inside-for-too-long 80 degree weather. eh, cool. i just wanted to wear my sweater! we should have naked time then. i mean i should. since, i can. have naked time.

oh i wanted to post some pics of me :

</center that's me chillaxxin' on the couch, midday. i think the world needs to nap more.

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Friday, July 19th, 2002
5:43 pm - "i didn't know teddy was such a hippie" - monica
monica's doing art stuff and i'm BORED so i thought i'd do a survey tooCollapse )

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Wednesday, June 26th, 2002
11:09 pm - on understanding
perfect relationships don't exist.

even the most perfect partners show the stitches on how we all get hurt as we go along loving and playing and sleeping and travelling and wandering.

but we bear (HEEEH!) our stitches with stories. like this is the scar i got when i fell down the stairs because monica was too little at the time and she dropped me. but i remember the love and care she took when she mended me; she was sorry and it was permanent, it was an accident.

people talk about the stitches they've received from people they love or once loved, but they forgot about the love that made them move so much that sometimes, they fell down. accidentally. because it happens.

and we're always sorry.

maybe it's worth having so we have stories.

current mood: tired

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Sunday, June 9th, 2002
5:52 pm - ::scratch::
well. i took jonas' advice and tied paintbrushes to my paws so i could hit the keys and just so my typing wouldn't look like a;lkdjlaknvuendjow, like it usually does.

i'm almost seventeen years old. i could be driving, i could be dating, i could give moms and dads real bad attitude. but, bears aren't as silly as teenagers. shucks, i'm approaching yoda-levels of age and "wisdom", which i don't understand.

i was thinking the other day. regardless of my general impression, which is that i primarily spend my time sleeping, eating and adventuring, i DO think sometimes. well, usually when i'm left alone, on the sofa ledge, during the midday when everyone is gone and at work or school or something.

why are people so afraid to admit they need a hug when they grow up? it would really help everyone. even the people who were always the huggers tend to quiet themselves when they become adults. like it's improper or a sign of weakness to admit that it's been a poopy day, it's time to cry or stay inside the sheets and just cuddle for a while. people think they're stronger when they stand there, looking outside the window at night, staring into nothing, pretending they'r enot thinking of anything or anyone but THEY ARE and dammit, you need hugs.

i need hugs. or else i'll be out of a job.

current mood: phooey

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Tuesday, November 6th, 2001
1:38 am - here i go again
pfoo. i finally managed to get down here and use the computer. living 4 feet of the ground makes for limited access to anything.

it hurts to fall down on the gross dorm carpet with a big **POOF** because i'm chubby and that's what i sound like when i fall down and hit gross dorm carpet.

at least nikki vaccummed, finally. ew.

oh yeah hi keysha, that's the roommate's/bettie's bear, she's a polar bear too but she has claws. ow. i think i win the most huggable title in this room, hehehhehe.

um, i'm beginning to realize that i have no way to climb up this stupid bed again. unless i'm carried up. ::sigh:: sometimes i feel silly for being so dependent. but i guess that's what bears are; the perfect dependent who will always always be there for you.

i think we're going home for the weekend. that's nice, i miss everyone and i miss a lower bed and i miss the room, i miss home a lot. i miss seeing nikki during the weekends too.

i need a hug. i think.
a lot is confusing and stressful and makes people cry too much. i hope i can help.
i need to help nikki sleep now, so bye!

current mood: sleepy

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Monday, September 10th, 2001
1:34 am - hmph
it isn't very considerate to leave me alone for 3 nights and have me NOT worry about nikki.

that's just not nice at all.

no hugs for 3 days!

i scream neglection or something. no fair.

...makes me want to move in another dorm room where i can get hugs ::sniff::

homework, college and boyfriends aren't compatible with bears, i guess.

this sucks. i want a cookie. pfoo.

current mood: pouty

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Wednesday, September 5th, 2001
2:52 pm - aaah!
...dorm life is funny.

it smells different.

i live on a half size of a bed. it's not even a bed. it's like, a slab of bed.

but we have our own fridge!

and i just realized...i'm a bruin.

a bear with a blue shirt.

they're going to kill me!!!


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Saturday, August 11th, 2001
3:19 am - jim
he's gone.

i...can't believe it.

i can't believe he's gone.

that's so unfair. i'm never letting nikki give one of us away, EVER, again.

an act of utmost love, and now he's gone. no home. he's probably dirty and alone and scared and dammit...


i'm going to cry.

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Tuesday, July 24th, 2001
1:29 am - not much to say...
i've been home a lot.

i don't know what's going on.

things are spinning and i wish i could have a hug.

i suppose.

current mood: hmm

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Thursday, July 5th, 2001
10:07 pm
nikki finally stayed home with me today.

she's been out a lot lately, and i don't know where her parents are, but i promised to take care of her so she's okay...

it's been kinda stuffy here. and we made a new friend :)

i'm just worried she's not getting enough sleep. i wish i could help her out on that problem.

current mood: yawn!

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Friday, June 22nd, 2001
4:30 pm
ew i don't like it when nikki smokes in the car while i'm inside. ew.

it's really hot outside.

a lot of things are happening, and nikki intermittenly hugs me a lot or forgets about me :( i hope she'll be okay.

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Tuesday, June 19th, 2001
9:46 pm
i have an icon la la la la la
i'm standing on my head la la la la
because i caaaaaaaaaan la la la la
i'm special.

but i'm nekid. ooo.

current mood: happy

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